I'm back! Yay!

Yes, I'm back. Maybe. And I have some words to say.
I spent some time asking myself if it was really worth
to live in this world where it seems to rain always. Then
I learnt that I could buy an umbrella (like Rihanna, ahah!).
I learnt that the real life is outside, and there are beautiful
people just waiting for me, who think about me and, most of
all, worry about me.
And yes, of course, I learnt to be myself. And I don't care
if you call me fat, if you call me bitch, if you call me jerk
or kinky. Maybe you're right, but it's none of your businnes.
Because I only have this life and I chosed to live it in the
best way I can. And if I want to dance I dance, if I want to
smile without a reason, I just smile.
And if you don't like me, if you are always ready
to criticize me... well, you can choose a different path,
Becasue I'm not moving.

Today I had to block a user...
It's not nice, not fair, but when people aren't acting fair,
I can only try to protect myself using fair tools.
I know that I'm not the most beautiful person in the world,
but I don't like the "free-cruelty".

If you think that you are fun mocking about someone because
you think that you are superior... well, it's not nice. I hope that
no ove will never laugh at you, I don't whis this, but look into
yourself, and tell me what you see.... ah, you can't? Yep, you
are blocked.

You know what ?
Yes, I'm the one who always argues about everything.
Yes, I'm the big fat one who likes to wear old-fashioned clothes
and spiked boots.
I'm the one who always thinks that you must you what you must,
before doing what you want.
I'm the one who likes to think that my parents are my light and
they deserve a better world made of dreams.
I'm the one who thinks that study is not a shame.
I'm the one who likes people who can speak in a polite way and
act in an educated way.
I like the ones who are sensible and think that you don't need
to be a bitch with everyone, specially if "everyone" is engaged.
And if you don't like me, if you are always ready to
criticise me, well... you can choose a different path.
Because I'm not moving.

Sometimes the world just seems to be against you.
Sometimes it seems that everything you do is wrong...
Even if you make all your efforts to pursuit your goal...
Sometimes I feel like... I do everything to be all right,
and then I see that I need to start again... Sometimes
I feel my heart run fast and I think that I'll not see tomorrow...
But then... sometimes... dreams come true... and you see
a 30/30 on your exam... you remember that a lovely person
is always loving you, even when you are a hysterical and sick
person... and you decide to stop the time and cuddle your
body with a lovely apple skin cream...